A moment of clarity

In a moment of clarity, I deleted the multiple Word Documents filled with half-finished writing. I understand my purpose now. At least, partly. I feel better than I have in a year. I see that there is enough time ahead of me. That, I don’t have to live so quickly. I can learn the graphic …

Another Day

Many times I wake up and I don’t want to breathe. But I do, in and out. And then I want to go back to sleep again but can’t. These days I can never sleep. There is nothing on my mind but thoughts of getting my life right, and of falling out of the funk …

I really love phone calls

I really love phone calls. There's something about hearing a voice down the line. Fuzzy. Imagining a face along with the words. Smiling. Don't ever laugh on a phone call because I will too, even if nothing is funny. On a phone call, I can imagine anything. Don't tell me where you are. In my …

Bird Watching

I watched as two birds perched on my neighbour’s green roof. The considerable space they left between themselves reminded me of the gap that had grown between myself and the people I love. Somehow, like the birds we had flown together. The time to land came and although we were stationed in the same place, …

what makes me happy?

So, you may ask what really makes me happy? Since I always talk about the things that make me sad. My mind makes me happy, at least all of the good parts of it. I like my thoughts and the way they form in my head. I like the quick, fluid motion of them. I …